Been feeling like my head may be way too full of thoughts lately.  I know, I know, you’re supposed to have those close friends that you can share these thoughts with.  Everyone needs a sounding board, right?  I’ve had my fair share.  I’ve had several girl friends and I’ve been close with all of them, but something always happens.  My current girlfriends are angels and I share so much with them, but certain things… I’m afraid they’ll look at me like I’m insane.  So that leaves your best friend, right?  Everyone needs a best friend, even if it’s just your mom.  But what if your best friend is a guy?  Can I expect him to understand anything of the crazy things that come out of my mouth?  There are certain undeniable differences between men and women.  Don’t get me wrong, I tell him so many things.  He is the one I go to when I have a problem or a huge decision to make.  He’s a huge part of me life.

What is the source of these thoughts that I can’t share with the people close to me? I’m in love with my best friend.